Christmas in September?!?

So the strangest thing Happened to me this morning. I woke up, went to make some breakfast for Bryan and I and turned on some music. Looking thru my music I saw a Christmas channel and really wanted to play it. Haha then it felt like I needed to go out to the store and start Christmas shopping. Haha I've never had this feeling before. I don't know if it because I'm excited for Christmas or because I'm prego or even because I'm missing snow. (or not seeing it for almost three years) maybe it's because I'm wanting to go home for the holidays while I can and see all my family and go shopping with my ma and sis. Who know. I do know it's really weird and I've never had this before. Weird weird. 

Today's been a better day. When Bryan got home from school I totally broke down and vented to him. It helped a little but didn't really solve anything. I guess we'll see what happens. 

I've been feeling pretty good for the most part. I was super stressed last night so I was hurting a lot but today's much better. I still have to go to the bathroom non stop but that's normal. We're going to Bryan's sister tomorrow for her sons birthday party so I actually have something to look forward to. There's a lot of conflict with him and her right now so it might be really interesting but I'm getting out of the house and seeing people I actually know. 

I keep thinking that things will get better because I have a little angel coming into my life and this baby is going to be such an amazing blessing to me and my life but it just seems like it's just getting harder and harder. I just have to stay positive and less stressed out, keep looking forward to Christmas. :-)